Not this again.
I’m shutting down.
My heart slows as it struggles to give me a beat.
There’s ringing in my ears, and I can’t hear the voices in my head or the music on my stereo through the flat line tone echoing in my ear.
There’s pressure on my chest as I struggle to breath, and I know my rib cage knows my heart is going to explode, because why else is it bracing my lungs so tightly together .
My mind panics and it lets me down.
I think we all have that one person that we never truley get over, that we still think about right before bed everynight, or you will always jump at a chance to talk to ever tho you know you shouldn’t talk to, or the first person you think of whenever you’re drunk.